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you kno you hurt me soo much. sayin that you hate me because my girlfriend got pregnant. how could you say that about your “bestfriend” especially in a time like this where all we need is support. and being selfish by cryin that your gonna be by yourself you never were i was always gonna keep you around cuz to me you were my bestfriend. you never supported me and my girlfriend never. influencin her to cheat on me multiple times and tryin to get her to choose you over me. i cant believe that. cuz you damn well kno that if you were in a relationship you will do the same things she did. but you were too lonely to be a positive part of our relationship. i hated when she was with you cuz i couldnt trust you. i couldnt trust my “bestfriend” with my girlfriend. i was nothin but a good person to you. i kept every secret that you told me i was there for you when you thought you had an std i was there for you when you and my nigga was messin around. i always took your side. i told my nigga he was wrong for it did i tell you that? no because you were more to me than my nigga. you were the girl makin my nigga cheat on his girlfriend. you nearly fucked up his relationship with his girl. you wanted everybody to be on your side against her when she did nothin wrong it was you who did something wrong. who was the one there for you when you lost your virginity? who was the one tellin you everything about sex? who did you come to when you fucked that nigga you met days before? me i was always there for you and this is wat i get in return a lonely child who is too selfish and such an attention whore that she wanted to come in between me an my girlfriend? thats so unfair? if i treated you half the way you did to me it wouldnt be pretty. at all. you never cared for me. ever since you saw me as a threat? im sorry my girlfriend choose me over you. but in actuallity im not cuz thats wat happens when two people fall in love but its not my fault nobody wants to talk to you seriously and only wants to fuck. you cant take your loneliness out on relationships that dont involve you. your an evil selfish person the way you are now your gonna be lonely for the rest of your life seriously and you can surround yourself with all the people in the world but its gonna be hard to find someone who cared about as muched as i did even knowin that you were a negative person in my life all you ever did was hold me down so you can get the attention you wanted. so hate me. hate me all you want cuz haters hate they life and you kno i appreciate the hate cuz all your doin is addin to the list of all the other haters out there. and not to mention the lyin on me. see i didnt care about you hatin me but when you lie on me cuz your mad you friend chose her boyfriend that she has been datin for a yr over the girl who wanted her to be single and lonely like you. that really is over the top. so kno that i will never be there for you ever again.
i hold alot in. and now its takin its toll on me. i am a hopeless lover in a relationship that seems hoepless. love is tough. i try to please it in ever aspect but always seem to fall short. love tells you one thing then acts on another. you can never have love 100% because in a instant love will leave you for the simplest of reasons. love is blunt. if love doesnt want you then love will tell you. you dont mean shit to love. love is selfish as fuck and wants what it wants and if your not what it wants then… shit
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